Sexually frustrated....xx

Oh wow I am seriously gaggin for it!!! I feel tense, stressed and cant think of anything else!!!!


I don't honestly know if  I should get in touch with Harry the guy Ive been seeing for a a few months...I declined his offer n now am thinkin eeeek - were not really talkin at the min!


Or should I jus hook up with someone new??


I have a few offers for dates from Facebook, as well as an Italian man I met n as well as from a dating site....But...I don't want to shag any of the above...apart from a few from the dating site!


But you have to meet them 1st really n I kinda want it now!


or at least very soon...Sexual tension is a bitch!


I honestly don't know what to do or how to solve this problem!


DIY?? I think I need more...Much...Much more!!!xx

Delishoius xxx

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!


The most hottest, fittest guy has messaged me on a dating site and messaged me and told me how gorgeous I am!!!


Bless him....the sexy little fucker! I have never...NEVER been so attracted to anyone EVER in my whole life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I honestly jus looked at his prof pic n shock with excitement n complete n utter desire n complete attraction!!! Wow!!!


He honestly took my breath away! That has NEVER happened to be before in my whole life!!!!


The thought of him gives me goose bumps n all I wana do is rip is fuckin clothes off!


I am sooooo getting down that gymothon n trainin like Ive never trained before!!!!!!!


I have never been so sexually attracted so someone! - He is like my dream guy! Everything I have ever wanted or asked for! - Looks wise! But he sounds cool as well and like the perfect gentleman!!!


Brown/blonde short spikey hair, lovely skin, small pointy nose, full lips and the most beautiful bluey green eyes with long sexy eye lashes!!!!!!!!!! PERRRRRRRRRRRRRRFECT!!!!!!!!!!


This could be the one...To feel this kind of instant attraction has NEVER happened to me!!!
Our children would be beautiful....Beautiful -


I know I must sound like a weirdo but I have never wanted to fuck someone so bad!


In my 31 years I have never been like this!!!


I am goin to meet him ASAP...Maybe Thursday or Sunday....


He looks a bit like my ex...But much better lookin and with a kinder face!!!


Other matches have not msg'd me like he has and immediately!!! And was so complementary!!!!
flattery will get you everywhere!!!


I honestly feel like the kid I was seein is like Harry who!!!! - God I sound bitchy I don't mean tooooo!!!!


I cant sleep with excitement but I think its complete sexual excitement!!!!


Ummmmmmmmm I am hungry and I am fuckin starving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hello Mr Sex of Legs!!!! Meeefuckinoooow!!!!!!xxxx


Thank you xxx

Ok, so I guess I kinda like someone...Its complicated! But is it only complicated because he makes it complicated??


There are various issues at hand but to be fair, they arnt the problems!


Is it standard when dating, courting or even fucking that it is normal practice to play games?? (Mind games not sexy games!) I mean why do people play games and mess you around?? Is it too enhance drama to feed the relationship?? To make themselves look bigger and better?? To make you weak and vulnerable?? Do they know your old wounds and want to reopen them??
I don't get the whole playing games thing?? I really don't! - I don't think I play them!


I think being honest and upfront is such a brilliant quality...You know where you stand and you cause less pain or hurt!


Headfucks or headfucking should be not allowed and banned. 


But cant someone please explain why people, mainly men do this??


Is it a power thing??


IF anyone knows the answer please send in the answer on a postcard! LoL
And I will personally give you a BIG smacker on the mosh!!! (lips) xx

Terms...

Well what to say and where to start?!? I don't like it when its not an even keel...That battle for top dog, can wear thin n tire you!

Why is it so important anyway??

Had a brilliant New years Eve...Did I over do it....Yes! Did I drink to much probably!!!
Me and my friend Emma were the hottest girls in there and we had the pick of the room!
Always nice but when your into someone else...You don't pick!
Although I should have stocked up my phone book...Always gd to have back up!!!!x

Its hard when you like someone, especially if its complicated! What I mean by that is complicated persons by this I mean myself as well as him!

But why are people (inc myself) like this?!?! Shouldn't it jus be nice, easy and simple!?!x

Really it is simple but ego's get in the way...Its a darn shame! It truly is!!!!x

Hot and cold...Cold and hot...Hot hot n then warm!!! Then back to blazin hot!!! Hello climate control the thermostat broken is it?!?!?x

In conclusion...You tell meeeeee!!!

Gna keep my chin up chicken n stay positive n hope for the best!!!xx

Eat Pray LOVE x

“Ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation.”
- Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

Pretending!

Hello, its been a few years! Mainly because I forgot my password and was being a dumb ass not getting how to rectify or retrieve my password...It was so easy! What a plonker I am!!!!

Mainly I want to get off my chest how in life sometimes espesh with men that you cant actually say what you want to say?!!? Scared that your upset the apple cart and just make it worse?? Its almost like guys have no patients or empathy to how girls feel in this day and age! Its all about sex and emotions and feelings seize to exist! (Well they do but us girls have to pretend that we don't feel stuff)
Well Im sorry I do feel, I do have feeling and emotions and Im sick of repressing them to keep the piece or make myself look stronger! It does upset me you not calling or messaging me back and jus dropping round when you feel like it!
I think what its come down to is respect...'Respect' - Interesting...

I recently came across a interesting quote...Here it is...

'Seek respect not attention, it lasts longer'

I really like it, but how do you get people 'men' to respect you when you have to act like your ok and cool with everything?? Im not, I feel hurt and I have to pretend its all ok! I have to brush myself down and smile. And I do have to do this because if I don't, I will get in a rut and feel even more like shite!

So basically there are 2 diff ways in dealing with it, getting shit faced drunk! Nah on a serious note

when did it get to that point in this life where you cant express your thoughts, opinions and emotions?? I mean were not fucking robots!

So here are my 2 points you either keep quiet and hope for the best...Which don't always work out or you speak out and that dosnt work for the best!

 

I don't get it...I really don't!

 

At the min if I am being really honest I feel really really hurt...Not because of this one thing but of all the other one things...I am a person...I have a big heart...But it gets squashed and shattered and treated terribly.....I feel like I have had enough...I really do!

 

So what now get back up, dust myself off and then it happens again! The funny thing is I knew there was no future in this particular relationship, that is not my point! My point is the lack of respect and the way I have been treated! Not nice, not nice at all.

 

Come on men show me that you have got feeling and emotions...Im sick of being and pretending that Im dead inside! I want to live and not be scared to either!!!!xx 

Pretending!

Hello, its been a few years! Mainly because I forgot my password and was being a dumb ass not getting how to rectify or retrieve my password...It was so easy! What a plonker I am!!!!

Mainly I want to get off my chest how in life sometimes espesh with men that you cant actually say what you want to say?!!? Scared that your upset the apple cart and just make it worse?? Its almost like guys have no patients or empathy to how girls feel in this day and age! Its all about sex and emotions and feelings seize to exist! (Well they do but us girls have to pretend that we don't feel stuff)
Well Im sorry I do feel, I do have feeling and emotions and Im sick of repressing them to keep the piece or make myself look stronger! It does upset me you not calling or messaging me back and jus dropping round when you feel like it!
I think what its come down to is respect...'Respect' - Interesting...

I recently came across a interesting quote...Here it is...

'Seek respect not attention, it lasts longer'

I really like it, but how do you get people 'men' to respect you when you have to act like your ok and cool with everything?? Im not, I feel hurt and I have to pretend its all ok! I have to brush myself down and smile. And I do have to do this because if I don't, I will get in a rut and feel even more like shite!

So basically there are 2 diff ways in dealing with it, getting shit faced drunk! Nah on a serious note