Hello, its been a few years! Mainly because I forgot my password and was being a dumb ass not getting how to rectify or retrieve my password...It was so easy! What a plonker I am!!!!
Mainly I want to get off my chest how in life sometimes espesh with men that you cant actually say what you want to say?!!? Scared that your upset the apple cart and just make it worse?? Its almost like guys have no patients or empathy to how girls feel in this day and age! Its all about sex and emotions and feelings seize to exist! (Well they do but us girls have to pretend that we don't feel stuff)
Well Im sorry I do feel, I do have feeling and emotions and Im sick of repressing them to keep the piece or make myself look stronger! It does upset me you not calling or messaging me back and jus dropping round when you feel like it!
I think what its come down to is respect...'Respect' - Interesting...
I recently came across a interesting quote...Here it is...
'Seek respect not attention, it lasts longer'
I really like it, but how do you get people 'men' to respect you when you have to act like your ok and cool with everything?? Im not, I feel hurt and I have to pretend its all ok! I have to brush myself down and smile. And I do have to do this because if I don't, I will get in a rut and feel even more like shite!
So basically there are 2 diff ways in dealing with it, getting shit faced drunk! Nah on a serious note
Mainly I want to get off my chest how in life sometimes espesh with men that you cant actually say what you want to say?!!? Scared that your upset the apple cart and just make it worse?? Its almost like guys have no patients or empathy to how girls feel in this day and age! Its all about sex and emotions and feelings seize to exist! (Well they do but us girls have to pretend that we don't feel stuff)
Well Im sorry I do feel, I do have feeling and emotions and Im sick of repressing them to keep the piece or make myself look stronger! It does upset me you not calling or messaging me back and jus dropping round when you feel like it!
I think what its come down to is respect...'Respect' - Interesting...
I recently came across a interesting quote...Here it is...
'Seek respect not attention, it lasts longer'
I really like it, but how do you get people 'men' to respect you when you have to act like your ok and cool with everything?? Im not, I feel hurt and I have to pretend its all ok! I have to brush myself down and smile. And I do have to do this because if I don't, I will get in a rut and feel even more like shite!
So basically there are 2 diff ways in dealing with it, getting shit faced drunk! Nah on a serious note
when did it get to that point in this life where you cant express your thoughts, opinions and emotions?? I mean were not fucking robots!
So here are my 2 points you either keep quiet and hope for the best...Which don't always work out or you speak out and that dosnt work for the best!
I don't get it...I really don't!
At the min if I am being really honest I feel really really hurt...Not because of this one thing but of all the other one things...I am a person...I have a big heart...But it gets squashed and shattered and treated terribly.....I feel like I have had enough...I really do!
So what now get back up, dust myself off and then it happens again! The funny thing is I knew there was no future in this particular relationship, that is not my point! My point is the lack of respect and the way I have been treated! Not nice, not nice at all.
Come on men show me that you have got feeling and emotions...Im sick of being and pretending that Im dead inside! I want to live and not be scared to either!!!!xx
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